i got hit by a train ;

[notfathead]

kenai ursa infinity.

“a man wouldn't just sit here and do nothing.”
^{twenty-two. physics teacher. self-sacrificing. guilty. liar. secretly a softie.}

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this here guy is kenai. he's the twenty-two year old physics teacher (a newbie, essentially), taking a job at j. cricket academy mostly because it's familiar territory. generally, he needs money while studying for his graduate class, which focuses on theoretical physics, and what better way to get money than by teaching at a prestigious boarding school, right? anyway, all teaching juju aside, some facts about kenai are a) he keeps a potted plant in his room named charley; b) the only reason he does that is because he's actually pretty lonely; and c) he's probably never going to do anything to stop being lonely, anyway because d) he killed a man. and, no, it's not the bohemian rhapsody kenai just killed a man put a gun against his head yadda yadda, but more of a love the way you lie death, where kenai set a house on fire. crazy stuff, right? but if you want to read more, you know, his long app is always right here.

_{FRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRI}
i walked under a bus,
^{FRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDSFRI}

friends? kenai? don't make me laugh. well, no, actually, kenai'll probably have those friends-as-accessories type of people, considering he isn't really much for sharing stories or being real because he's afraid of the vulnerability that comes with it. i mean, sure, he'll gladly help whoever needs help, but he'd never really be able to open up enough to trust someone the way he used to trust his brothers. it'll really take a lot of knocking and kicking at the walls he's built around him for him to actually feel comfortable enough to really consider someone as a friend, and because it's so difficult, it's not surprising if this never happens. still, he's a charismatic guy, a little bit of a joker, and fearless. i bet it'll attract some buddies eventually, even if they'll probably never figure out his shitty past. hell, he'll probably feel some attachments to his students eventually, and he could become a big brother figure or a father figure who they knew nothing of. if you manage to make your way into his heart, though, then you should know that you have someone who's prepared to bleed for you. kenai's the type of guy who'll stay by your side no matter what, and since you'll be able to see his softer side, you'll see just how vulnerable he is.

_{ENEMIESENEMIESENEMIESENEMIESENEMIESENEMI}
i got hit by a train,
^{ENEMIESENEMIESENEMIESENEMIESENEMIESENEMI}

honestly, when kenai gets into conflicts, he really, really tries hard not to let it cloud his judgments. still, when provoked, he'll strike back. if you're a student, you're only slightly spared from an angry kenai and you'll probably just get the sarcastic side of him, but, you know, anyone who he isn't supposed to teach is fair game. actually, a student might actually be able to piss him off enough to get him to attack, but, really; kenai doesn't want to be kicked out of his job. if we're talking about an enemyship that isn't physical, then kenai'll probably have these without even bothering to fix them. if someone has a grudge on him, he wouldn't really give a crap. it's their fault. and besides, if he succumbed to apologizing first, that'd give him the impression of weakness, wouldn't it? and kenai definitely wouldn't want that at all. having enemies is bad for him, and for whoever his enemy is, but it's definitely not impossible. just expect kenai to punch back. harder.

_{LOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVE}
keep falling in love,
^{LOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVERSLOVE}

kenai and romance is just... no good. hell, don't even bother trying out sexual things with him, either. he's a terrible flirt and romantic situations just make him flustered, which brings up his protectiveness, which just makes him irritable and frustrated. his romantic experience is, like... zero. literally. he was too busy working his way up academically to notice that the people he was charming wanted in his pants. he's driven now, too, so it'll take a cinder block to get the idea of 'love' into kenai's fat head. and, besides, if he ended up getting a lover, he'd have to tell them his feelings and his insecurities, which is just something kenai probably won't ever feel ready for. love is dumb to him, something that hinders success, and, well, being a 'man'. whatever the hell that means. really, although kenai is a romanticist and is secretly sensitive and writes poetry when nobody is looking, he's never going to show that side of him to the world. it'll take a lot of coaxing to actually get that to happen, and that's if you don't give up on him, which would probably happen. yep, kenai sucks. but can you blame him? considering this, his final's open. and he's demisexual, which means he'll only be attracted to you if you have an emotional connection with him. it kind of sucks, doesn't it?

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which is kind of the same,
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